Monday, November 3, 2008

self rightous

Collected Vine Leaf Maple just last Thursday
decided to stick with what im sticken with


slept with a feminist

ate meat in front of the vegetarians

waved down police cars
and was
arrested for it

left friends for dead
and
hid paraphernalia

hardly impressed Maxine
by not dancing to the hip hip hop hop

picked up by friends from parties with broken arms
and vomit scars
insulted there intelligence
and risked their lives
on purpose
and on command

ran downtown with Teddy
brushed into bars
bought none of my own drinks
made excuses
avoided advances by men
and disappointed him

digested drugs
left with tattooed women
disappointed gays with my indulgence
of trashey women

regretted not leaving sooner
hid from the eyes on her hands
didnt know id enjoy hands on arms

ate with married couples
and played board games with there children

woke up and sobbed
regreting my lack of
less imorality

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